Sunday, May 22, 2011

Sunday, sweet Sunday ... maybe?

It's kinda funny ... not in a haha sense, but in a "smack myself on my forehead" sense ... if that even makes any sense. sigh

Okay, so being an independent single woman is awesome! I love that I can have quiet when I want it and loud when I need it and that I'm able to take care of myself. BUT! it seems that on the days (well mostly Sundays) I get a feeling of sadness and loneliness. I suppose it's because I'm surrounded by people 6 days a week and then on Sunday I'm left alone with my thoughts.

My thoughts used to comfort me and I loved spending time with them. I think I'm over it now. I may need more sleep and relax time, but I want to be among other people ... I want to have "social hour" again like I used to back in the day.

I'm pretty sure that what I'd really like to do is to find my penguin. (listen to Christina Perri's "Penguin" song and you'll understand what I mean)

But now I'll go back to laying in my bed on this chilly Sunday afternoon and watch movies and tv shows on my laptop as I hear birds and traffic noises as they flow in through the window.

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