Brush myself off and start again..

Feeling like a failure tonight. I let my fear and anxiety get the best of me. sigh. I heard there was a 4 and 6 mile run at the downtown Foot Traffic store tonight an it would preview part of the route for the Rock n Roll Half Marathon. I left work a little early so I could take the light rail train and packed running clothes to change into just before leaving. I was ready and able! ...

Sadly when I got there I realized I knew no one and even though the announcement said runners AND walkers, it seemed to me that everyone would run the entire route. I'm not able to that as I need walk breaks when I run. So I stayed away from the crowd and quietly jumped back on the train and right now I'm headed back to my truck.

I feel stupid and upset at myself that I did this. Chickening out, I mean. I should've stayed and met other runners in the area. Never know who you'll meet.

I'll forgive myself at some point, but right now I'm threatening to make myself go to be with no supper! :-(