Received an email from some man claiming to be my dad. Okay, so he may biologically be my dad, but neglecting 2 out of 3 children does not make him a father ... just an assistant to my mom to produce HER children. So, he sent me and my eldest brother an email asking if either of us have heard from Don (the middle child in our family). He stated that he hasn't heard from him for 48 hours. Oh really?! So sorry your golden child has neglected to check in. Hmmm...curious, but I would say it's been hell longer than 48 hours since you've heard from me! I don't see you sending emails to Dave or Don asking if they've seen or heard from me! Or even you picking up the phone and calling me! My number has not changed in over 10 years. Yes, I realize the phone works both ways, but you know what ... I've tried that! I spent my 20's trying to establish some sort of father-daughter relationship with you and all it got me was heartache and more disappointment.
And then, in late 2009 you have a heart attack and I basically stop everything to help. To make sure you are okay and to get you to your doctors appointments. And then the "holy boy" calls it quits on you and leaves. You literally say to my face as I'm about to drive you to another appointment that there is no point in living if he doesn't speak to you. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?! Who says that to one of their children?! Who makes a person feel like they are not worth anything to them? No wonder I have such trouble with relationships ... look at my "role model".
No more! I'm done. You do not deserve me as a daughter and I refuse to call you dad.
Bet this won't even phase you. Bet you'll just shrug your shoulders and when "OMG I can't live without him" son returns to you, you'll tell him about this post and not really care.
I've been told by several people that I only have one dad and that I should mend things as he will not be around forever. AHAHAHA...he was never around me or gave me the time of day in the first place. To those people I say, please stop telling me this. It's not going to change my mind and you are not going to make me feel guilty for anything.
Farewell ... and no, I have not heard from your precious son, as he has chosen to cut me from his life quite awhile ago.
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