Friday, October 8, 2010

Kittie Trouble

Just want to give you all an update on my kittie, Gilbert.  He's doing awesome!  He's back to his normal self, but getting more and more fluffy.  As some of you know from my numerous updates on FB, Plurk and Twitter, he gave me quite a scare when I had to rush him the animal ER. 

It was just a normal Friday, 9/24/10, morning.  The kitties and I woke up, got ready for the day and as I was putting on my makeup I heard Gilbert start screaming ... literally!  He's a talker and everything, but just like a mom knows her baby's cries, I know my cat's meows and this was no ordinary meow.  This was a cat in serious distress.  He calmed down after a few moments, but when he tried to use his box again the screaming started back up.  I immediately called the local ER vet and explained what was going on and they told me he needs to be ASAP because he probably has a urinary block which is fatal if left untreated.  So I packed up the little guy and headed across town.  He ended up having to spend the night at the facility with a catheter in place.  I went and visited him that night and he was very unhappy.  I was able to calm him down and he seemed excited to see me, but still expressed his hatred of the place.  I picked him up the next morning (Satruday, 9/25/10) and he was heavily drugged so he slept most of the day on the kitchen floor where it was nice and cool.  I had to give him some pain meds and antibiotics and thought he was on the mend.

 

A few days later, Wednesday 9/29/10, I came home for lunch to check on him cause he just didn't seem to be doing that great that morning, and realized he was struggling to go pee.  So I took him to the vet's office down the street from my apartment.  The immediately checked him in and found that his bladder was enlarged and on his way to having another urinary block.  They wanted to keep him for 48 hours with another catheter in place.  Of course I did what needed to be done, though it's tough not having him home and Anne really missed him.  I visited him that night and he seemed in much better spirits than he was at the ER office.  He even purred, but looked really sad.


He came on that Friday and was back to his normal happy self with just walking in the door.  He wasn't drugged up or out of it at all and I love this vet's office.  They seem to have really taken care of him.  He hadn't gone potty after they took out the catheter at the vet's office and when I got him home I took him near his box and he immediately went in and used it!  I was thrilled to see him pee and poop!  It was sort of like the Tom Hanks League of Their Own potty scene.  I even cried cause I was happy to see that he was better.

I had gotten a call from his doctor the day I took him in and they advised that after doing a blood test they wanted to do a blood smear to test him for feline aids and feline leukemia.  Of course just the thought of either of these made me cry and extremely worried.  About an hour later, the doctor called saying it wasn't either of these, but he did in fact have a blood born parasite most likely caused by a flea and the stress of the blockage disrupted it and making my poor little guy's red and white blood cells to drop rapidly making him anemic.  For the past several years, when I moved in with people and he was shut in a room he began losing most of his fur.  For several years his back and tail have not been as fluffy as the rest of him.  He is now on a steriod pill to kill the parasite and he is rapidly growing his fur back!  He's a little fluff ball now and is very happy to be home. 


Thank you to everyone that offered their support and messages of concern and love for Gilly.  He's my little lovebug ^_^

To all who come to this happy place ... welcome!

Some people might wonder why I go to the Disney parks as often as I do.  It's a great place for me and my friends to meet up and just enjoy each other's company and ride some of the best rides out there! 

My friend Chris .. aka Canada .. created this video of footage he got from Disneyland and I love how he captured the sights.  Me and two of my best friends, Trish and Nic, were with Canada pretty much the entire trip in May 2010 when he shot these scenes so this is basically my vacation video. 


2010 Preview from Chris Fisher on Vimeo.


Between this video and the podcast episode from Jeff  .. aka the Meandering Mouse .. during that same weekend, it was probably one of my most favorite vacations ever!  Check out episode 99.5 on his podcast at http://www.meanderingmouse.com/ or on iTunes.  It's hilarious!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Good times!

This video still makes me laugh!  I got into a little "discussion" with my friend Toast and it was all caught on tape ... with some added editing! Enjoy!


Toast vs Holly from Chris Fisher on Vimeo.


lol

Sunday, October 3, 2010

untitled

I'd call but you probably wouldn't answer and I need to stop dreaming cause it'll never come true

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Father Forgot

Note: this blog post is filled with true emotion and from some I may get a stern talking to or turned away from. But I have to share....I have to be real cause it's all I got.

Quite a few times I will read, watch or listen to something that at the moment I just take it in and don't really comment, but later think back on it and realize I was and still am struck with mixed emotions with what I stumbled across. It's like I need to step back, process, think before reacting, weigh my thoughts and then write it down or talk about it to really figure things out. This recently occurred to me after reading a blog post a friend of mine wrote. I do my best not to put down, or talk behind one of my family members back to a great multitude of people. I have close friends that I will vent to about something in particular, but I really try my best to hold my tongue. That's not to say it might not occur on occasion and for those times I'm sorry to those I may have hurt. With that said, I'm about to reveal some pretty pent up emotions....this is Holly: Uncut.

So I read said blog post in which they had been reminded of a passage entitled "Father Forgets". At first reading their introduction before getting to the lines of verse I was excited and glad to see that a new father wanted to do his best and be an amazing dad to his little boy. To that I applaud you! When he gets older he will definitely appreciate you taking the time wanting to be a part in his life.

I then began reading the passage and afterwards discovered I was both saddened and angered at what I had read. This was due to the fact that I felt slighted on having a positive father in my life. I'm sad that I don't have many father-daughter moments and upset at the things recently said to me by this man. How dare you make me feel not good enough! How dare you make me feel that I'm not worth anything! How dare you tell me to my face that since one of your other children wants nothing to do with you that there is no point in living! I feel like an idiot for allowing you to tell me that and not sticking up for myself at that moment! Yes it's terrible that we've all been pushed away, but sometimes in life people make choices that may be difficult to take but there are sone of us that wish you would see us just as valuable.

Father Forgets is a must read for any parent ... so, go! read it! learn from it!

I'm thankful for a select few men that have been present throughout my life that have filled some of the void and even more grateful for being blessed with a mom that made me feel and know unconditional love!

So to all you dads out there...take time for each of your kids. We all matter and all need to feel special and loved.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

death to sugar!

... Well, not really, but I have made a decision to continue with my "no eating sugary snacks" plan. I will admit that I have a pint of vanilla ice cream in my freezer, but I'm not devouring it. In fact I allow myself about 3 spoonfuls a night with an added shot of limoncello. That is seriously good stuff! And this won't be an all the time snack.

Why have I decided to continue this? Well, I'll tell you. Since May 22, 2010 I have lost 26 pounds! I also feel my energy level has increased and my crabbiness has decreased! I allowed myself my 2 sugary treats at Disneyland AFTER the marathon and that was it. I'm going to begin my weekly walks again (been giving myself a short break to recoup from the race) and want to start training again for more races. I'm thinking I might try for the Disney World Princess Half Marathon in February 2011.

Oh and I will only on specially occasions eat sugary snacks, but will be careful not to overdo it. I'm feeling better and have goals to make!

Monday, August 30, 2010

get ready...get set...

GO!!! ok, maybe it's not go time yet, but soon! In 2 days I leave for So Cal, or Disneyland to be exact! Mom, brother and I are heading down there this week for the Disneyland Half Marathon. This is my first ever while they both are going for their Coast to Coast medals since they completed the Disney Princess Half Marathon in March of this year over in Disney World.

So you might be thinking, but Holly, what about your leg? You know, when you strained a muscle a few months ago? Well, I'll tell you. I made a decision...I'm going to see how I feel when I get there and decide then if I'll compete or not. To tell you the truth, my mind keeps saying "no! you can't!", but my heart and spirit are so wanted to push through and go for it! I know that if I don't at least try I'll always wonder and kick myself. I will just have to make a wise decision that if I feel that I can't continue or something happens then I have to stop. But I have to try....for me personally I need to do this.

I've been trying to take it easy, but as some of you know my company recently moved and I've been way over doing it. I'm feeling a little sore but doing the best I can with rest and keeping my leg up.

I'll keep you posted with everything. I've been pretty hush-hush with my decision as I wasn't sure how many scoldings I was gonna get.

I'm super excited about just the adventure part of it. And if I don't finish then it's not the end of the world. At least I tried and there's always next year. Yes, I will more than likely cry but not starting would feel worse to me.

Thanks to everyone for all your encouragement and prayers and thoughts over these past few months. I really appreciate it! More to come later!

RUN STRONG!!!! (that's what you say to someone that is about to start a race) :-)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I'm back in the saddle again ...

Well, actually I'm back in my running shoes again! After 4 weeks of taking it easy and not pushing myself after my leg injury, I went for a walk/light jog this morning and boy have I missed it!  Little confession to make though.  I was talking to Canada (my friend, not the country) the other night and realized that the reason I hadn't gotten back out there was because I was actually scared to.  Scared that I would reinjure myself and really feel like it was over.  But this morning at 4:45 I told myself to get out of bed, get my walking clothes and shoes on and get outside!  Glad I listened ... and even though its still warm out at that time of day, it felt so good to be moving around.  I only went 1.66 miles as I don't want to overdo it and kept an average pace of just above 15 minutes per mile.  The route I took is slightly different from the norm as the one I was doing before had a crazy hill at the beginning, so I went a different way out of my apartment complex to get to the main road.  It still has a hill, but not as steep.  And as I expected I teared up as I began running cause I had missed it so much!

Can't wait to do it again!

Friday, August 13, 2010

Songs I miss singing almost everyday...

cause they are from my childhood. But if you hear me hummin or beltin out one of these tunes in the near future, it's cause, well, these songs are pure awesomeness! hahaha...

• Who are the people in your neighborhood? - Sesame Street

• Care Bears Theme Song (serious! "care a lot! We care a lot! *clap clap*" ... song rawks!)

• Won't you be my neighbor? - Mr Rogers

• What's the name of that song - Sesame Street

• 3, 2, 1 Contact theme song

• This old man ... you know, he played one...he played knick knack..lalala

• Smile never frown ... yeah that's actually a song I made up and it's sort of a joke between my mom and I. It's sort of like Finding Nemo's "Just keep swimming" song

• I like to eat apples and bananas ... family favorite!

There's tons more, but this gives you an idea of just how weird I am :-)

Now tell me, what songs do you remember from your childhood?

Monday, August 9, 2010

rewind...erase...do over

You know that scene in GardenState when Natalie Portman's character says something stupid to Zach Braff's character and she's all "oh man! Why did I just say that?! I'm sorry that was dumb of me." and then she proceeds to tell him how she likes to make up for that dumb moment by doing something original...like make a weird noise or whatever? .... I so totally do that! And I find that I'll be thinking of a situation, conversation, reply, online post or whatever that happened recent or not and I'll just blurt out a random sigh or blarg or mur or something like that. It's true! hahaha...and now I must do something original that no one has ever done before because I've now posted a secret about me that no one ever knew about :D

oh and these original moments never happen in the presences of others ... and least not yet